Whew...better.

I'm feeling much better...got a lot done today and feel much more on top of things, although I wish this blog entry wasn't going to suck as much as it will. Oh well.

My horoscope for this week said something along the lines of "Libra, you are very good at seeing situations from all angles and at convincing yourself that you should want/do something because it's what you think others want. Don't do that. Don't try to anticipate other peoples' reactions, because you will get it wrong and make yourself crazy. Focus on yourself, act from your heart and everything will be A-OK" (only it said it much better than that). It was remarkably useful and appropriate advice. That's EXACTLY what I was doing -I would think of something I could do and then I would become paralyzed with fear that if I did that people would judge/criticize/mock/reject me and I would FAILFAILFAIL. Good times.

Like I said...feeling better now.
That being said, I'm going to stop writing and go to bed. A short entry is better than no entry at all...or so I keep telling myself.